A very rough week for me...this week after Thanksgiving. I had a family crisis last Wednesday night and am still recovering mentally from it. I still haven't found any stable employment. I've gotten to the point we all reach when we've been unemployed for a long time. I know you have been there and know what it feels like to be struggling so hard and not receive any results from it. I am right now barely hanging on. If not for the support I've received from family and friends, I may have quit looking all together even though I know that it's a requirement for my state in order to receive unemployment.
Admitting this is my first step back, I believe, towards gainful employment. I know that I can't do this under my own power. I need the Lord's help and guidance. My prayer is that the Lord will open the doors to the right employer for me, that he will guide me towards the right path and continue to provide for my needs. I do admittedly feel like quitting until an ugly vision of my future stares me in the face. Sometimes I believe that God allows stuff to happen to shake us up out of our complacency. We do tend to take too much for granted until we don't have it any longer.
So I thank God for fulfilling all my needs and for giving me hope for the future.
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