I'm under tremendous pressure now. It's been over 3 years since I've had meaningful, well paying, steady work. Woe is me....I'm not even sure what to do now. The burnt out feeling I've had since late last year is still there...only this time the clock is ticking for me to get back to work. My money is just about gone. I have no real prospects for work. Is this what it feels like to be so low that your next step is homelessness and despair?
Yes...but I'm not going to give in to that. I'm going to find work. I have to. There is no options for me to give in to the despair. I can't do it. I have to believe that I will find that elusive employer who is willing to take a chance with me in the next month or so. I will fight this depression and move forward.
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