Seventieth week-Learning to swim with the sharks-Part Two

Yes, for most of us when we reach a certain age, there is a feeling that you're a victim of circumstances beyond your control. There are "sharks" all around you and there doesn't seem to be a lifeline anywhere around. You wonder how others in your situation are handling the tremendous pressures of dwindling funds, sick and elderly parents, a mentally challenged older brother and the prospect of being homeless. You marvel at those who have been either unemployed or underemployed for two or three years, even though you know that God is sustaining them. I don't want to be numbered among them. I admit that readily.

Every day is a test of my resolve to focus on the Lord. I know that he is even now providing for my every need. I know that I can't do anything in my own power. I am so thankful and grateful for friends and family who still support me and have to wonder about those people that don't have that support. How are they managing it? There are some rumors that a lot aren't managing it at all....Those are the statistics you read in the paper daily...the horror stories of those who have taken their own life and sometimes innocent bystanders as well. I believe those are the ones that the "sharks" get a hold of and tear to pieces.

To swim with the "sharks" takes a bit of courage. You have to put yourself out there for them to tear apart, without actually letting them do it. I know what I've done is pray continuously for the Lord's protection and guidance through this dark valley I'm currently walking in. There is still a lot I have to learn. I know that I have to be open to learning, and not closed off to it. Yet at the same time I need to keep my moral compass and stand for what I believe....not an easy task in this dark world.